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to die, would be an awfully big adventure.

easy like a sunday morning

why does everyone hate sundays? BEATS ME!
i love 'em.

chill out

i found my inner bitch and ran with her..

today i had my eyes opened to a few home truths. id usually dismiss these, me being the person i am but i decided to listen and realise what peoples preceptions of me really are.. and to my suprise, not a single positive point.

im not one to think of myself as 'pretty', 'gorgeous' or 'beautiful' but apparently i am.. and apparently i use this against people.. they said i was rude. ill-mannered, socially incorrect in behaviour, resentment flared at such an unmannered intrusion.

i can tell you now im not rude. i simply wont take shit from unintelligent air-heads throwing irrelevnant insults at me.. and if this is considered as me being rude? i dont fucking care.

im stuck up? no. i asked them to define stuck-up and they simply couldnt.. so i thought id sace them the brain cells and do it for them, bigheaded. overly conceited or arrogant.. "a snotty little scion of a degenerate family", UPPITY AND PERSNICKETY!

I COULDNT GIVE A FUCK. FUCK THE WORLD.

on a positive note.. oh wait , there isnt one.

Mistrust is your only defense against betrayal.

im focusing my energies on my real friends. its not easy knowing who is genuine or who's not. im trying to cut loose from all the 'fake friends' i seem to have at this present moment. thinking back to my long list of 'bestfreinds'.. most were short-lived and some what superficial, others had great depth and longevity! But each freinship serves a purpose in our lives.. some just for fun and some offering much more.

Number One
One Dimensional. there only aware of their needs and completely oblivious to the needs of others. often usuing you as a sounding board, rarely letting you get a word in edge ways!!

Number Two
Full of excuses. not only do they have endless excuses why they have no time for you, but for that rare chance they do come round, they want something, and that something isnt you!

Number Three
Actions dont back up words. Their promises often broken and cant trust much of what they do/say. You'll never really get to know the 'real' them as there always hiding under a mask of deception.

Number Four
Making fun of your imperfections, passing them off as a 'joke'

Number Five
will try leading you down a distructive path and drain your energy DRY, often making you stress in there presence.

Number Six
Cuts you down more than frequent. You begin to wonder wether they are jelous or just very insecure..

basically, im sticking my finger up to them so called freinds.. they recieve no purpose in my life, im kicking them to the curb,showing them the door, asta lavista..

you dont even deserve my goodbye

anybody home?

what the muff...