Thursday, 12 August 2010

nothing makes me smile like you do.

I just want to be happy!
I say this to myself and those around me quite often but the honest truth is I don’t know how to make myself happy! On paper I have a lovely life, I see the terrible actions and events taking place all around the world and I feel terrible for not being happy and contented with my life.
i want excitement.
i feel like i’m lost and don’t know what i want. It doesn’t help that the only answer i can give myself is that ‘I just want to be happy!’ I just get anxious, worrying about self-image, where to go, letting people down, giving up what I’ve got….I just don’t want that feeling anymore.

am i happy?


to you, who knows i love them, i am sorry.

No comments:

Post a Comment